I worked at a metaphysical book store and shop..I was the buyer and away when the reiki sessions weere given but am a strong believer in reiki and distant healing....Life lessons have been hard on me and my Kundalini or life force is low as is my psysical strenth. I have lost my courage and my strength..my nerves are shot and my own healing abilities are shot.
I due to circumstances am in a foreign country, Sweden, I am Native American, having huge culture shock and am surrounded by choas were I live. I meditatea and pray but know I need healing and alot of it..some have sent some help from other tribes.
I humbly ask thatt you message me or send healing and often. I return to the US in late April. I am an empath and thus my shields are low to deflect the choas drama and stress here where I now live.
I would apreciate any healing sent. I need courage to get home and stop this anxiety and fear that lives withme every minute...I need to regain my power and learn my life lessons so I can move on.
I thank anyone and everyone ahead of time for sending healing...message me or invite me to be friends..the computer is the only form of communication I have while in this foreign land. Upon my return I will be hosted by a friend who lives with an angry course ,cold abrasive person...I am not really wanted there and I feel this but it is my only option as family has offered no suport or lodging..I must return with courage and strength to find a job..get my own place to live and to re start jumpstart my life and become the giver of healing again once I amhealed.
I pray you will send to me enough energy of healing and also remember I am stuck in a poluted (psychically) environment and for now have no other choice. I suffer from solitude lack of money and friends.a supportive family anxiety and fear..please help restore me so that I may once again be of service to others.
May blessings come to you and thank you.
Respectfully,
Kalona
I due to circumstances am in a foreign country, Sweden, I am Native American, having huge culture shock and am surrounded by choas were I live. I meditatea and pray but know I need healing and alot of it..some have sent some help from other tribes.
I humbly ask thatt you message me or send healing and often. I return to the US in late April. I am an empath and thus my shields are low to deflect the choas drama and stress here where I now live.
I would apreciate any healing sent. I need courage to get home and stop this anxiety and fear that lives withme every minute...I need to regain my power and learn my life lessons so I can move on.
I thank anyone and everyone ahead of time for sending healing...message me or invite me to be friends..the computer is the only form of communication I have while in this foreign land. Upon my return I will be hosted by a friend who lives with an angry course ,cold abrasive person...I am not really wanted there and I feel this but it is my only option as family has offered no suport or lodging..I must return with courage and strength to find a job..get my own place to live and to re start jumpstart my life and become the giver of healing again once I amhealed.
I pray you will send to me enough energy of healing and also remember I am stuck in a poluted (psychically) environment and for now have no other choice. I suffer from solitude lack of money and friends.a supportive family anxiety and fear..please help restore me so that I may once again be of service to others.
May blessings come to you and thank you.
Respectfully,
Kalona
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Re: new to this tribe
Sun, April 6, 2008 - 10:11 AMthank you I return to the USA 2 weeks from today and I am not feeling very strong or healed....I attempt to mediate and other rituals and such to build my strenght and courage but as for now I pray for healing distant or otherwise...I am not returning home to such favorable conditions but at least I will be in my own country.
Thanks JaHaRa.
Been out of the country 6 months now..culture shock has got the best of me..and I feel weak....returning to the Usa will be equally challenging as I have not even driven in 6 months....will be temporarily staying with a friend but not a spiritual friend..got to think possitive and lean a lesson from all of this -
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Re: new to this tribe
Mon, April 7, 2008 - 10:43 AMKalona,
Maybe it would help for you to contemplate the possibility that we are all spiritual, we just have different reasons to experience being in a human body on planet earth. It might help you to feel more comfortable with your friend (it helped me relate more easily to my relatives).
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Re: new to this tribe
Tue, April 8, 2008 - 6:33 AMI know we are all spiritual beings...why the conflict is the question.....I feel comfortable with most people it is the other way around that is hard.
Yesterday was my mothers Birthday and today the Anniversary of her Death..and I leave in 12 days..so heaviness pervades me and still I think positive and with hope. I have moved around the country like a gypsy and the world for that matter especially frequent moves in the past 4 years. I am a bit beaten up by life..but trying to stay positive and hope as I did with each move..the circumstances beyond my control will be more favorable. I have done the healing for others here in Sweden..still need healing myself but I move on hopeful.
Thanks,
Kalona
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